Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ; 6:22 PMY
where our friendship continues!
World, attention!! Todae is my beloved sis, Ying Yin's Birthday!!! lets sing a song for her!!!
Happy Birthday to you,
I'm so grateful to you,
You're such a nice person,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
Yup, todae had closure day celebration though the school is not closing. It was brought forward a month, the reason being i dunno why...Its like a Children's Day Celebration or wad. Coz the teachers dressed in uniform and pretended to be students. Like in primary school they also did that....hahahz...
Then was lessons as per normal. I was so damn tired...i cant wait for school to end!!! i nearly sleep...
After school went Jurong Point and bought stamps and post a gift for Sis, wonder when she receives it...awaiting.....
To sis's tag, i didn't get back with them. I seriously didn't. haha...but nvm...now i onli scared bout EOY espiecally Art de...which good person will help me print?? my damn printer, so sucky, come out those lousy photos...and i no digital camera leh..that Ms Ng also dun care when i tell her...she say i have to get it like that...wad the hell...nvm...
EVERYONE JIAYOUS FOR EOY!!! JIAYOU JAIYOU JIAYOU!!!!
The Teddy
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ; 6:31 PMY
where our friendship continues!
Yo me and sis!! i cant say yo ppl coz nobody's here...hahaz...anyway todae...
Everything went on per normal la...lets see if there's anything not the same...
Zoey changed seats with LiFang..dunno is which party wan to change de...Melanie was being ridiculous as usual..." Zoey y u sit here?? go back la..(pushes)LiFang u wan to sit here rite?? nvm la nvm la...u sit here, lai, sit.(pushes again)." LOL wads the prob with this girl lor??? she kinda crazy...if i was zoey, im sorry but i will be rather angry and be stubborn to change back...ahaha....
Recess and Lunches, Vanessa from 111, Harp Ensemble, KaiQing's fren, came to our class. Me, Zoey, KaiQing and her toked and blahs....and listen to songs...so Vanessa also hated "Nobody--Wonder Girls" hahaha....she is actually Victoria of Saxaphone's sis...i see....
P.E. i batted rather far....YAY!! but when i throw, my hand like cannot control like that, pushed downwards de lor.....
had E-Lit test and scored full marks...Its MCQ....hhaa...lol....then ACC test which i cannot find anything from the textbook...stupid book....
Went home with Evonne taking 198...we talked about my troubles...which was like repeating wadever Shirlene said to me that day...wad the hell is this.....i hate this...im lying to myself...OMG...AHH...i cant help it...i cannot go through the same process of being alone again...I SERIOUSLY CANNOT!!! wad the hell is going on!!!!
The Teddy
where our friendship continues!
Todae was actually a fine peaceful NICE day....but it became bad after lunch....
It started so nice...reach school was like walking and LiFang suddenly appear...scare me sia....then assembly and blahs....then Home Econs....cooked my TASTY "Spiraly World" haha....its nice okay!! i think i scored quite low though...
Then its recess....
then....i cannot rmb liao coz im continueing the post form ytr!! sorry..hahaz!!
The Teddy
Thursday, September 24, 2009 ; 6:14 PMY
where our friendship continues!
OMG paper one for EOY is tmr!! and yet im here.....lol....everybody worried for at more than paper one lor..realli!! u go ask them la!!! hahaz....todae, a lot of things let me refreshed my beautiful memories.....
Gindelin's Blog, saw eating ice-cream, shopping for present, and studying in the library....
rmb the times we 3 ate a little cup of ice-cream?? 1st time, me, jemaine and vivian. thats a small cup, and thats the funniest time. From that day onwards, Jemaine started to crave for more Hokkaido Ice-Cream. hahaz...Second and third time was with Jemaine and Shirlene, with the serving getting bigger and bigger..hahaz....the last time was after national day....we actually planned to eat at pizza hut, but too many ppl le. Buying presents was like and everyday homework. went shopping for joaquim's one for dunno how many weeks.... Studying in the library, with Shirlene and Jemaine. we said jokes in there, and tried so hard to not laugh out loud. its a LiBrAry!! hahaz...rmb we study for chinese?? and Jemaine was like teaching Shirlene about a way to rmb the words and their meanings?? haha...we formed sentences using those words for us to rmb more clearly about them. and in the end the paper onli came out a word of those we learnt.
The days of studying together nvr return.....
the word IMM on the whiteboard....
that day was planning to eat at Mac at clementi, but Jemaine didn't want and Shirlene And Evonne didn't had a choice. So Jemaine was angry as usual. So i accompanied her and she decided to go to IMM. We reached JE MRT and Jemaine noe there's a shuttle bus that would take us there. But we dunno where the shuttle bus was. so we asked around, asked so many ppl. we like some siao ppl like that, hahhaz....they say wad behind the popular, so we go there then see nothing. and went to ask more ppl. then still same thing. then at some place, we ask a auntie and she say is "here". as in the here la. so we waited and a shuttle bus came. we boarded it to IMM. we ate chicken rice and walk here and there. then we went to take the shuttle bus back. Then we realised the driver and the bus was the same ppl. lol...
Wad a Memorable Day. (: but it would nvr happen again....
The buses 188 and 963....
Now i take bus home almost every day. So almost everyday i will see 188 and 963. It reminded me of the times after band when me Vivan and Jemaine took bus home. My bus usually comes faster. of coz!! there was once Jemaine told me to wait until her bus come then i board mine. so i said if is single deck then okay lor. and realli is, so i let the bus went off, and 963 came...hahaz...Vivian was always rushing for time. she walk so fast until i keep panting. hahaz....
These days of bus-ing never came back...
All the stuffs we heard from talks....
All these stuffs, Ms Ng's reminding each other to study, studying together, todae's assembly, mediation. haiz...we had no hatred and no grudge, but y are we breaking up?? as in friendship okays, dun think wrongly hor....Even Evonne and Shirlene and Zoey are also leaving me far at the corner now....
Oops...i broke down again....sorry...
one more thing, todae was getting pretty much better becoz im finally resume speaking during lessons time!! for dunno wad reason. but now i noe something which is not realli comfirmed. She can have her friends, but y cant i ?? Y is she so selfish. Vivian tok to me todae, and i tok to her la.
If u tink im like veri irritating, always harassing you(eg.Zoey, Shirlene) tell me, i dun want to be the "yi xiang qing yuan " one.
The Teddy
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ; 6:46 PMY
where our friendship continues!
Happy BeLated Birthday Jolene, That TorTise Lover!!
Anyways, todae was not perfectly fine, since last monday, but its the same lar, since last monday. Im starting to lose trust in evrybody around me. I feel nobody is trustable becoz of that incident. Onli my cousin is. I tink i trusted too much in the ppl last time, thats why it resulted in this. But nvm.....my life's so normal?? cannot find a word to describe le. I hav to stay optimistic, remember??
Enough of rubbish. erm...the dream cannot be fulfilled, so do i go to pursue another one?? or should i be determine and stay on this dream till its fulfilled?? Opinions are allowed.
Gave Jolene her Birthday Prezzie todae. ya....
Eh....i wan to lock my blog coz there's spammers. Yup, i said spamming was allowed, but not like make all my messages gone rite. I noe who u r. U too boliao, y don't u go revise for EOY?? nvm...
"Do not trust people easily, yet have to learn how to trust people."
"Give up this dream to pursue another"
OR
"Continue till you reach ur dream, Never Give Up"
Teddy Girl
Sunday, September 20, 2009 ; 1:03 PMY
where our friendship continues!
I opened my blog again just to clarify that i'm not a loner. All the while, i didn't said i was a loner. I didn't!! I just said im like a loner. Y am i not a loner?? Becoz i still have people around me that cares for me. They are my frens.. im not frenless.. I can survive without the others...I wish i can. Mayb im just putting up a brave front, but i believe i can do it.
I dun wan to be a coward anymore. Mayb i will not lock up my blog anymore. Im not a coward, not a loner, and i will never be one EVER!!
I shall stay brave, stay happy, stay cheerful. I can still live my life without them. I CAN!!! U can see i mayb sad now, but i noe i will be back the cheerful JinLin once again. Time heals wounds. I believe in myself, believe in the ppl who cares for me and believe that time can heal my wounds. I shall not disappoint the ppl who care for me. I shall nvr be a Coward!!
Y m i repeating myself?? nvm.....
Monday, September 14, 2009 ; 7:52 PMY
where our friendship continues!
Now...here's the story of a loner...It all started like this....
How did the loner become a loner?? All becoz the loner told a fren the loner trusted a secret the loner couldn't spit a word. A secret is suppose to be kept secretive...the.....So, everybody started to ignore the loner and didnt want to tok to the loner. How pathetic the the loner was..but nobody even care about the loner. so...the the loner's story continues....
In School
That day was the start of the loner's lonely life...When the class was to get in pairs to do pair work...the loner didn't had a partner...coz there was an odd number of ppl in class. In the computer lab, the loner sat alone...During lessons time, nobody even bothered about the loner, i bet the ppl all forgot about the loner. The fren whom the loner was once close to did like the fren dislike the loner. The worst times were during recess and lunch times. the loner was all alone, everybody was in even numbers, nobody noes that the loner find that the loner was extra. the loner was the extra one in the class, the loner was left all alone...thats y the loner is called the loner. If the loner interrupted, thats a bad thing...so the loner dared not say anyting...
At CCA
At cca was one of the best times....coz the loner did felt like a the loner. the loner felt the loner was in them. The seniors were good to the loner. They did not left the loner out. That was the best parts i thot....However, cca is going to end with the coming EOY....
Studying
the loner thot studying hard could solve all problems...but it was wrong...The fren had another fren whose studies was veri good..the loner thot if the loner work hard enough,the loner would have frens...However, its wrong...the another fren even if he/she failed or wadever, the fren won't mind...so its no use working harder. But the loner had nothing else to do...so the loner decided to work hard to achieve the results....But without frens, the loner cannot concentrate on the loner studies....
Going Home
This was 1 of the worst parts too..the loner had to be thick-skin and go with the fren...the loner knows that the fren did not want the loner to be there....but the loner wants the fren back...so no choice! :(
At Home
not onli was the loner being left out at school but also at home...the loner stays in the loner aunt's house...the loner was often scolded for many things...small or Big...sometimes the loner thot y the loner was born....the loner shouldn't be born to add 1 to the number of ppl in Singapore...the loner wasn't born to be bullied and left out by the others, was the loner??
Thinking
the loner shed tears everyday in school...everyday...but the loner had to said the loner wasn't doing that....the loner wanted to cry out loud at home....but nobody would care....the loner had no choice....the loner wanted to transfer school...to her true fren's school or her primary school frens' school....or too any neighbourhood school...the loner just want to leave that school!! Leave that classs!!! Get Outof the EARTH!! Just Kill ME!!! Kill me and u wouldn't see me again....
The Lonely Teddy...
Friday, September 4, 2009 ; 7:45 PMY
where our friendship continues!
Heyz ppl!! sorry ar...since last tues or wed..i dunno.....haven been posting. But nvm...im posting now rite?? aren't i? okay..so todae...
Geog and History was pratically the same...boring stuff....i kept trying to keep myself awake....ya..but i didn't sleep la...
Recess was spent..erm...oh! playing ball with Jemaine, Evonne N Jonathan....lolz...we were like bullying Jonathan..hhaha.
Art..Ms Ng didn't come...coloured the stuff and Mr Fonseka came in and teached us..WTH!! lucky dun nid hand up todae...
English spent doing oral practicing...Mr Tan came to ask me where's my oartner...n i said Joaquim....n i tink was too sad...i was gonna cry...yup i held back my tears...pretended is flu...n told the ppl i wasn't crying....hahaz!! =)
Lunch...went to have lunch la...woah...Zoey ate!! or was it ytr?? i tink is todae....cant rmb la...
Chinese...was toking to Vivian for almost the whole lesson..bout band stuff...haha...then when Mr Fu came in..Marvin gave me this Band Consent Form which i tink my SL ask him gimme de...Was shock leh!! Monday go 4 band frm 9 till 4!!! 8hours!! so sianz...then Evonne's Senior came to class to.....followed by Vivian's, Zoey's and lastly Jemaine And Shirlene's....Kentley was like saying...Band ppl so wu liao...cannot give all at one time meh?? haha
Maths...Mr Lin go wad innovation fair and me Zoey N Jemaine were doing the maths ws...and we somehow "argued" over a question...which i tink Zoey is rite now....i dunno la!!
End of school do some newsmaker and walking to the bus stop halfway then...phone was with jemaine...haiz....then dad come fetch me back..
Am i realli so irritating...so hateful?? It's like ppl dun like me like that....dun wanna tok to me....i thot everything was alright again.....but it wasn't....at least it wasn't that bad la...Ppl dun wan tok to me or they just too busy?? or was it my imagination??
Teddy Girl =(
